I started trying to figure myself as an individual about two years ago, and when I say an individual I mean not as a wife and not as a mother. Just Noelle, the person that breathes and walks and likes to do things for herself without any little people following her around.
I have always admired the people that know from a young age what they wanted to do with their lives, what an awesome gift, to have a clear path in life and work hard on it must be the most amazing experience of all.
Not me, no sir! I have always chosen the hard road, the uphill and the maze if possible. Why? I have no idea…I just know that I do and I will never ever tell you your way to the finish line was easier than mine.
However, now than I’m getting older I’m getting tired and I have figured out that I just want to make it, straight and SIMPLE. Just make it. It does not mean that I’m not willing to work hard or sacrifice my time and put a lot of effort into a great project that puts a smile to my face and satisfies my soul.
But I have learned that I’m getting mellower and what I enjoyed in my 20’s and early 30’s has changed dramatically now. It took time and a lot of tears to understand it, but I believe that the best is yet to come.
40’s here I go, I cant wait!